January 2012
Fuck. I’m losing it.
You don’t need to be desperate for anyone. You don’t need to remind someone who walked away from you that you constantly think of them. If they want to come back, they will. Don’t be afraid to “look too happy” so they think it’s too late. Someone who really wants you will come back and admit they made a mistake. It’s out of your hands and it’s not...
I don't need to be proposed to in some cliche way.
I don’t even need you to have already bought the ring. All I need is for you to look into my eyes and know that you will feel the way you feel in that moment for the rest of our lives. I don’t care where we are or what we’re doing. It doesn’t matter what you’re wearing or whether or not I have make up on or if you ask me to marry you while I’m shoveling down...
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The worst is over.
Tomorrow is going to be a breeze. YEAHHHHHHHHHHBUDDY
Siento como el mar sin agua. Vacio. Te necesito. Quiero tu amor pero si este no es posible, tu amistad es suficiente. Pero amistad sincero. Dime tu esfuerzo, por favor.
Estoy hablando solamente en espanol hasta que mi examen. Ay dios mios.
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Estoy agobiada.
No quiero hacer este examen. No estoy lista para el y no creo que estare lista manana tampoco. Puedo morir?
Something I've actually found helpful
I like to wear a cute outfit on test days. It used to just be my little good luck charm, but today I realized it’s probably the self-esteem boost. I feel more confident when I look nice and that confidence shows on my tests. I don’t second guess my answers as much. I’m also generally in a better mood because I feel good about myself and people may even be paying me compliments....
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It’s so funny to feel like you know exactly why something happened the way it did but now it’s too late to mention it because it won’t change anything.